Homecoming-Last 6 weeks- Am I forgeting something?

So just as any other teenager, in the public or maybe (i'm not sure about this) private schools I've been waiting for Homecoming Week, were you paint your face and try to scream as much as posible. Sprit week is not for the faint of heart, it is for those who have engough courage to dye their hair blue and be covered head to toe in a mum- that they will wear all of one day, maybe at the football game. but they are sure pretty. Hoping for engouh energy to get thought next weeks fun filled activies like, Pajama day and Hero day, not only becuase of how much school sprit seeps thought the pors of the underclassmen, while you can almost see the waves of radiation off of the senior class, because -tear- "it's our last homecoming!" tear.

Not to mention the bad timing of this, the last week of the grading marked, I'm already sturgling to keep a float of my everyday classes now i have to finish this marking period, with a good avearge, a awesome dress and date, all while trying to keep my levels from sky-rocketing or falling into the deepths of hell, in other words my room, which has yet to have been cleaned up. Yeah!! I really am exicted!

What makes me different?

I live with my mom and step-dad and brother
I have two step siblings who I am close to
My family is more than who I live with
I am living with disease
I have overcome loneliness
I have weakness
I have strength
I don’t know if I want to go to college
I don’t know why I became diseased
I don’t know what happens next
I feel like I’m holding on to a piece of fishing wire
I feel nothing
I feel everything
I want to make a difference
I want to help others like me
I want more than what my body will give me
I want peace
I want time
I want to feel
I want to live
I want to be free
I want more
I can breathe
I can write
I can read
I can love
I can hope
I can be free of this disease
I am more than a disease
I am more than a teenager
I am more than my life I have started
I deserve respect
I deserve to be healthy
I deserve to know what is going on
I deserve to know what is life going to be like
I deserve love

The Maddi and THY show!

Hello ALL!!!! This one I don't know what to right about, I'm in a fog at this point. SOOO, This week on the Maddi and Thy Show, Maddi try's to trick thyriod but fails again and again. But may be next week she will think more about not eating candy...I said maybe don't get your panties in a twist. So thoughts for the road, do people act mean even when you don't have a illness? And can your thyriod levels effect your dreams?

I've learned that good friends keep me calm and I am very thankful to those friends who can handle thyriod me. And that is what is important to find those friends who understand or try to at least. I'm glad to have met all of them, and hope they can handle me the rest of the year cuz it's going to be a hard one.

Lots of Love,
Maddi

75%

Have you ever felt like everyone around you is trying to help you, or figure you out like they are going to be the one to save you. That they out of all of the others are going to finally help you. Or like your sitting down on the middle of a floor with thousands of people around you but you are all alone in your room.
Have you ever had your body go from frezzing to Death Valley in 10 seconds flat? Like you can't stop from crying, or yelling, or just plain mean? Cuz I was just wondering how many of you out there are feeling 75% everyday.